I waited too long.
I didn't find a higher paying job yet, so I'm going to have to move in with my parents unless something happens.
I've passed the phone interview for Geico, but now that I've learned more details about the job, I'm hesitating. I don't know if I want to go through 3 months of training. I don't know if I want to do claims and licensing and everything that it entails.
I just watched Age of Adeline with Cortney. Good movie. But. I keep thinking about him. I could feel his face, his kiss. That was torture. And I can't .... I can't even .... I still want us to happen. And I don't know if it ever will. I'm trying to give up. It's the hardest thing to do. And I want to talk to him. And I don't. I'm dying to explain. And I don't know if I should.
